With each new bit of surety accrued there is the death of some possibility held on to before.

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2–4 minutes

The thirst for certainty—ah, that insidious serpent!—winds itself around the heart, whispering promises of solace, a haven from the harrowing abyss of the unknown. How desperately we strive, how feverishly we expend the fleeting fire of our souls, chasing after knowledge! Like madmen, we erect grand towers of certainty upon the ever-shifting sands of experience, clinging to each hard-won truth as though it might shield us from the storm. And in the heat of triumph, we feel ourselves conquerors, masters of chaos.

But with every triumph, a shadow falls. A door, once flung open to the infinite, closes with a dull finality. Those wild, flickering possibilities—the seductive sirens of the unknown, the shimmering glimpses of boundless horizons—begin to dim, swallowed by the growing weight of our certainties. Do you see? With each truth claimed, a thousand others slip quietly into the void, lost forever to the lightless depths of what might have been.

The artist, oh, the artist! How they labor to capture beauty, to distill its essence! They pour themselves into the study of light, shadow, and form, seeking mastery in every stroke. And yet, with every technique perfected, every rule committed to memory, the canvas loses a fragment of its soul. What once breathed with the wild vitality of inspiration becomes subdued, lifeless—an echo of what it might have been. The artist, in their zealous pursuit of mastery, chains the muse to the desk, until creativity itself withers in its bonds.
And what of the lover? In their yearning to grasp the beloved, they dissect, categorize, analyze—striving to pin the butterfly of love beneath the cold glass of understanding. They build rules where once there was chaos, fences where once there was open air. And yet, with every question answered, something precious slips away. The surprise, the mystery, the delicious uncertainty of love begins to fade, and the lover—ah, the poor, misguided lover!—smothers the flame they sought so desperately to preserve.

Certainty, you see, is a tyrant cloaked in the robes of salvation. It offers the illusion of safety, the semblance of control—but at what cost? It demands a sacrifice too great to bear: the surrender of life itself. For life is nothing if not the unknown—the unpredictable, the ever-changing, the storm that refuses to be calmed. To live, truly live, is to step into that storm, to embrace its ferocity, its terror, its beauty.

To embrace uncertainty is to fling oneself into the void, to accept the trembling wonder of existence in all its uncharted chaos. It is to stand at the edge of the abyss and find, not despair, but a savage, miraculous joy. It is to see, in the darkness, the faintest glimmer of transcendence—a light that could never shine from the dull monotony of certainty.

But certainty? Certainty is the gilded cage we build for ourselves, a sterile prison where nothing stirs, nothing breathes. It is the comfortable, suffocating death of the spirit, a life reduced to quiet desperation. Knowledge is a death. A death of the possible, a death of the potential, a death of the immanent! Oh, how we trade the fiery risks of true existence for its pale imitation! How willingly we shackle ourselves to the known, forsaking the vibrant, unruly, and painfully human dance of life.


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